Burn Survivor Talks

well where do i start my name is ace mcgrath im a childhood burn survivor i was playing with a lighter when i was 3 years old and cough my sweatshirt on fire i received over 65% 3rd degree burns to the upper half of my body i was lucky to say the least i have never accepted that i was a survivor for many years and for the longest time ive just wanted to die i know that sounds sad but it was the truth as only in july of 2021 i felt the argue to just go and kill myself but i was like but serious ace you don't want to die you just need help so i phoned to get help and once again i was put to falling ears and the nhs just said phone your doctor when their open and always i would phone seeming distressed begging for help for the doctor to say we're awaiting for appointments from the mental health teams and theirs noting he can do so i kept phoning different burn survivor charities to ask if theirs anything they could do to help me and im still awaiting for their treatments so i decided to